OK wow, its been at least two months since I have last blogged. So much has happened.
Well, not too much has happened but I do want to talk about what has transpired.
So I am back at JPUSA and gotten back into the swing of things as it were. Back to the daily grind of cooking and team clean and such.
About a week after I got back I got into a fight with mom over a misunderstanding, as she totally misread what I was saying. I waited a couple of weeks then sent her a letter telling her how I felt about some things. Then I called a couple of weeks later and things just got ugly so I waited a couple more weeks and called again and things remained ugly so we have not spoken since.
Then I got into an intense fight with a brother here at JPUSA and it hasnt even been a day and we are cool already.
Every bad fight I have had with someone here JPUSA has been resolved completely within 48 hours.
Forgiveness is a funny thing. My mom had thrown in my face something that she had already forgiven me for. She does that a lot.
She always says my dad is horrible for how he treats me but he doensn't say half the horrible things she says to me.
The bible is clear on forgiveness though and it does not matter what the other person does....forgives or doesn't forgive.
I am to forgive.
Everytime, every one.
No execptions, no excuses.
So I do.........BUT only because Jesus does it for me.
I know.....it's hard to explain but I do know this that on my own I could not forgive myself much less others so Jesus does it for me.
At this point and time everyone who has ever hurt, offended, mistreated me is completely and utterly forgiven 100% no strings attached.
Only because Jesus the Christ is my Lord, Savior, and King can I do this.
I love you Yeshua, thank you for forgiving me and thank you for helping me forgive others.
That's it for now! Happy New Year BTW.
Jesus is Lord!!!
