Monday, October 27, 2014

new song lyrics?

I was Too Weak by Kenneth Maese


I'm sorry that I let you down 
I'm sorry that I didn't think 
I'm never sure how I really sound 
I'm not sure if I'm broke or it's just a kink 
in my soul 
in my mind 
in my heart 
in my life......... 


I was too weak
to know how to stand on my own 
I was too weak  
to take control of my own life 
I let it beat me down 
The choices that I made 
were all I knew 
though I tried to understand 
I was too weak 

Now life has begun to pass me by 
I think of where I've been 
all those years that have slipped away 
bridges burned no return 
it started when I lost my innocence  
my world, my life, my choice 
all alone in the dark of the night 
I try to cry though no tears form 
an empty echo within my barren chest 

I have a beautiful family 
my children run to me happily 
they cry daddy as they leap into my arms 
the love of my life is standing near 
just when I can't be any happier 
I wake to find I'm all alone 
it's just a dream 
it's just a dream 
it's just a dream 
I never want to wake from

Saturday, October 18, 2014

unwritten blogs

As you may have noticed, I don't blog nearly half as much as I say I will.  I have always wondered why that is.  I think I may have the answer though.

Maybe not.

As I was going to type my thoughts my mind was instantly flooded with voices of people saying things like "You're over thinking"  and "It's all in your head"  and similar things.

I just started this post but already I'm discouraged and will be stopping due to multiple error messages that keep popping up.

Sigh.

Until next time.