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I was Too Weak by Kenneth Maese

I'm sorry that I let you down 

I'm sorry that I didn't think 

I'm never sure how I really sound 

I'm not sure if I'm broke or it's just a kink 

in my soul 

in my mind 

in my heart 

in my life......... 

I was too weak

to know how to stand on my own 

I was too weak  

to take control of my own life 

I let it beat me down 

The choices that I made 

were all I knew 

though I tried to understand 

I was too weak 

Now life has begun to pass me by 

I think of where I've been 

all those years that have slipped away 

bridges burned no return 

it started when I lost my innocence  

my world, my life, my choice 

all alone in the dark of the night 

I try to cry though no tears form 

an empty echo within my barren chest 

I have a beautiful family 

my children run to me happily 

they cry daddy as they leap into my arms 

the love of my life is standing near 

just when I can't be any happier 

I wake to find I'm all alone 

it's just a dream 

it's just a dream 

it's just a dream 

I never want to wake from