I was Too Weak by Kenneth Maese
I'm sorry that I let you down
I'm sorry that I didn't think
I'm never sure how I really sound
I'm not sure if I'm broke or it's just a kink
in my soul
in my mind
in my heart
in my life.........
I was too weak
to know how to stand on my own
I was too weak
to take control of my own life
I let it beat me down
The choices that I made
were all I knew
though I tried to understand
I was too weak
Now life has begun to pass me by
I think of where I've been
all those years that have slipped away
bridges burned no return
it started when I lost my innocence
my world, my life, my choice
all alone in the dark of the night
I try to cry though no tears form
an empty echo within my barren chest
I have a beautiful family
my children run to me happily
they cry daddy as they leap into my arms
the love of my life is standing near
just when I can't be any happier
I wake to find I'm all alone
it's just a dream
it's just a dream
it's just a dream
I never want to wake from